Today is the 11th August 2009 . I blog because i had to, i gotta explain instead of hiding it because i just want things to get clear .

To my friend, and i hereby truly says it for what i mean - friend . You should know and it ought to be clear who it is that i am referring to now . I hereby apologize - I'm sorry, for if i did, or someone else did hurt you that caused you to be in a sorrow state . Those words are meant for him, clearly, not you . I can't describe how it felt to be insulted, as in, the words somehow really worked and poked me . My first reaction to the comment wasn't anger, it was shocked and surprised . What was initially meant for venting my anger because of my man turned out to be such case, i thought it was me who started the trouble .

That's all i gotta say for now, though there's much more, but i doubt the need to .

Putting a mask on doesn't feel good i know, because I'm doing the same for these few days, it's suffocating .

I'll leave if i don't see things better .